Bismillah ir Rhman ir Raheem
{In The Name Of God, The Most Merciful, The Most Compassionate}

What it is, what it is, what it is
What it is
What it is, what it is, what it is
What it is
See me, want me, give me, trust me
Feed me, fuck me, love me, touch me
This whole world is cold and ugly
What we are is low and lovely
I am the most beautiful boogie man
The most beautiful boogie man
Let me be your favorite nightmare
Close your eyes and ill be right there
While...Open...All...Over...A-gain
See me, touch me, give me, want me
Feed me, fuck me, trust me, love me
This whole world is cold and ugly
What we are is low and lovely
I am the most beautiful boogie man
The most beautiful boogie man
Let me be your favorite nightmare
Close your eyes and ill be right there
While...Open...All...Over...A-gain...Ag-ain
Ag-a-in.........

I have no friends...but i dont care.... theres so much to be mad and frustrated about....except its not worth it anymore. I rather just be calm and pleased and .....not care anymore =]... like taking a deep sigh of relief even though the worst did happen. At least at the end of all this.....ill be happy.

I'm Baaaaaaack!!!! *cough* ok dont sound so excited its cool.... lol jk. Yeah well i did absoltely nothig up there. Nothing that i couldnt do here anyway....meh. I saw Dave Chappelle's Block Party though and it changed my life.....yep it was definantly the highlight of my trip. I have a new favorite band, "Dead Prez"....i feel like im catchig up but still they are really cool and i also found out that the chappelle theme song that he plays when they announce his name is a real song [and a deep one at that] by Dead Prez. Yep...anyone that can put a line like "who shot biggie smalls if we dont get them they gonna get us all, Im down for runnin up on these crackas in they city hall" has my support =]. Well since noone seems to be actually reding my blogs and all this seems really vain at this point and i dont really feel like keeping this going im just gunna post whenever i feel like it. Goodnight world.....oh and turn off the radio, turn off that bullshit. [lol]

the day before the big trip.... im so excited [sarcasm]. yeah oh well i guess ill look on the bright side of things, whats the worst that could happen? Ok i officially jinxed myself there, pray for me guys....

going to my dads house in Cinn city OH for a month ...check you guys later. I hate flying...scared of heights oh well...ill get over it.

Well lately I've been reading you guys' live journals and they really made me think about how small my sight really is. I mean i tend to live day to day, and Post about day to day activities and well reading you guys' life crisises is humbling at least. Well I never really examined my plan as far as after high school goes.., I mean theres nothing realy exciting about it to me....its just life. So if my day to day posts and quiz results bore you ill post something deep now and then but as for the rest of you ill keep you up day to day and to my friends i hope you guys make it through your crisises ok. one love. later dayz

So here I am...at School...In computer Apps class. I got bored so i decided to check in to here a post a little sumthin sumthin.. We just took the final and of course it was easy. Now However there is a paper jam in the printer. Now we have to use the other on that takes forever....::sigh:: Not to mention these dumbasses had to go and print out their powerpoints slide by slide....frikin retards man. But I guess ill just have to wait...Oh yea! I finnaly got Advent Children on DVD and well... The Extras suck on ice. The movie was incredible though!! Grade A stuff man...even the english dub was really good and not to mention the action baby!!1 It was so crazy and so worth it! You should go get it, I recomend it. The story is...stagnant at times but if you played FFVII then youll understand. I went back to playing Phantom Dust Yesterday.....i forgot how hard the final bosses [there are 4 and the last one has 4 forms] is.... turns out i had fought them 64 times...and i still cant win; bummer. Im so close i can taste it though! Wish me luck, and talk to you later [reply you hoebags!] Later Dayz...

Your Brain is 53% Female, 47% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed.

+THAT DOES NOT MEAN I AM GAY!! JUST...SENSITIVE. iLL STILL KILL YOU IN THOUSANDS OF DIFFERENT WAYS!!!+

So recently I...wait... sorry that was rude. Hi everyone. How are you? Im good. Hows your mother? ::nod:: Ok, so recently i went on a hunt for the Advent Children DVD...well yesterday actually..and well, no luck. I went to Target, Walmart, and Blockbuster looking for it but they were useless as usual. I saw it at the mall last week [when I had no money] and it was only $18 but when I went to borders yesterday and saw it there my heart sank when the price tag said $30. Who the hell does borders think they are upping prices on unsuspecting customers. Hell, I knew it was over priced and was thinking about buying it anyway.... So, Borders if you are reading this I Christopher "*The*Force*" Waihthaka wil never ever ever ever ever buy a DVD for $30. I dont care if Jimi Hendix's ghost made a sci-fi movie with Bruce Lee, Rick James, and Tupac...there is not piratable movie ever in existence that i will but for $30 [and dont get it twisted, everything is piratable]. So I have to go all the way back to Arbour Place to get a cheap movie. I am a cheap bastard and proud of it. Holla at ya boy...

Chris, your true color is Blue!

You're blue — the most soothing shade of the spectrum. The color of a clear summer sky or a deep, reflective ocean, blue has traditionally symbolized trust, solitude, and loyalty. Most likely a thoughtful person who values spending some time on your own, you'd rather connect deeply with a few people than have a bunch of slight acquaintances.

Talk about being away for a while!!!! I havent been on this thing in a minute.... Quick life update before i continue. I am a junior now, I quit marching band [fuck you you fucking band geek fags!!! I out Bitches mwahahahaha!!!], My mother is fine, David graduated and I havent heard from him since [lucky bastard....he finally gave me my CD but i lost it after i burned it on my Xbox], I still haven't been to one of JNOUF but i did get a chance to hang out at Mikes a couple times since then, Ive been hanging out... getting in touch with my black side [yes..its more than a skin colour, its a culture], Been Fucking up in school [always], and im just hopin i can keep this one up [ im not going back to black neko demun so keep it locked here all who care] and keep in touch.

P.S. Greg!! I aint seen you in a minute homie! whats good witcha?

Take the quiz: "What kinda import car is for u???"

Nismo nigga... Nissan
Its all about that power..... The only thing others will hear when i pass is the squeal of your blow-off valve

Take the quiz: "What is your inner Demon?"

Shadow of Hell
ever get the feeling you're being watched? the hairs prickling on the back of your neck? well this is the reason. the shadow of hell makes a person feel dire uncomfort, unseen and extremely sneaky. you need more friends if you got this result...

Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"

March
Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate.Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented.Loves special things. Moody

Its all true!! all of it!!

well.......al i ggot is playing san andreas all day.....

DAVID YOU RAT BASTARD!!!! WHERE IS MY CD YOU KINIVING SUNNUVA!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!! YOU HAVE 3 DAYS MISTER 3 DAYS !!!! AFTER THAT IM ADDING SONGS AND NOT PAYING!!!!!!

sike....